Khatron Ke Khiladi 11 star Nikki Tamboli pens emotional letter for late brother Jatin Tamboli, says 'I am sobbing myself to sleep almost every night'

Nikki Tamboli shot to fame when she appeared in the 14th edition of the popular reality show Bigg Boss. Since then, the actress has quite been in the news. Currently, on one side, she is filming Khatron Ke Khiladi 11, while on the other hand, the actress recently lost her brother Jatin Tamboli due to COVID-19. Few days before she left for Cape Town, her brother passed away.

Recently, Nikki took to her Instagram and wrote a long note remembering her brother. In her letter, she expressed how painful and difficult it has been for her to bear her brother's loss. “I miss my brother so much and I am sobbing myself to sleep almost every night. Few people whom I know tell me that it was his time to go and I should be glad that he's not in emotional pain anymore and not sick anymore and that I have to let him go but my mind doesn't want to accept that" the actress wrote.

Further in her post, Nikki talked about how she is coping up with the situation. She added, “I just want to be able to talk to my brother and when I say this to my friends they say me that I still can, but it's not the same.....They are just not understanding or listening to how I am feeling. I knew my brother my whole life, we were very close and we always protected each other from the other family members and I had to look after him for most of his life even when I wasn't around. I kind of felt like my brother's sister and mum. My mum and father just keep saying that I am strong one in the family and she could have never gone through my and she expects me to be ok now and feeling strong now. I don't feel strong at all now. I feel like everything is too hard and I just feel each day is difficult to live. I haven't expected my brother's death.”

Nikki turned off her comments section as she has been getting trolled for instantly participating and enjoying in Khatron Ke Khiladi 11 after her brother's demise.

 

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